Jax669

When the distance between us arise big or small any amount of distance at all I begin to worry Negativity becomes me Thoughts scatter faster then they can stop reaching the limits of sane thought What's the worst that can happen?

Voice What voice I don’t have one Unless The voice is something hated Something unwanted Maybe meaningless, worthless Broken Loud Voice does not save me Does not explain Voice needs ears that want to hear Not my voice My voice is nothing A nothing that causes pain Heartache Confusion Anger I choose silence

There are thoughts swirling and circling in my head as I lay here comfortably wrapped up warm in my bed I am at a unconscious state of mind the experience of a dream a nightmare so real it seems there are feelings overcoming me that I cant control so scary and confusing you should know why haven't I woken everything is all broken where am i where am I going Will i remember everything that my mind is all showing why does our bodies sit still as our minds wander off and our eyes are in total darkness so what is it is it God is it the devil is it something she said or is it just me with these weird dreams in my head tossing and turni

Can you and I live written together on one page? Or is our life already written where we are unable to see but feel and know it was meant to be? I've seen and done, even forgotten some memories of trouble, hurts and lies. But your eyes In your eyes I see love I see trust I see never-ending, unwritten, unread pages of us. I love you.